Tiny Thoughts

COUNT ME IN !!!

2006-03-11T21:01:00.000-08:00

makita kang muli

2005-11-17T07:54:00.000-08:00

bawat sandali ng aking buhay
pagmamahal mo ang aking taglay
san man mapadpad ng hanging
hindi magbabago aking pagtingin

pangako natin sa maykapal
na tayo lamang sa habang buhay
maghintay

ipaglalaban ko ang ating pag-ibig
maghintay ka lamang ako'y darating
pagkat sa isang taong mahal mo
ng buong puso
lahat ay gagawin
makita kang muli
makita kang muli

puso'y nagdurusa, nangungulila
iniisip ka pag nagiisa
inaalala mga sandali
nang tayo ay magkapiling
ikaw ang gabay sa akin tuwina
ang aking ilaw sa gabing mapanglaw
tanging ikaw

ipaglalaban ko ang ating pag-ibig
maghintay ka lamang ako'y darating
pagkat sa isang taong mahal mo
ng buong puso
lahat ay gagawin
makita kang muli
makita kang muli

2005-11-14T07:50:00.000-08:00

isn't it nice to just think of things that are happening while facing the sea
oh well for some it may not be but for me it is because it clears your mind
its such a peaceful place to release stress and forget your worries
still there are so much things to be done
the term is almost over in a couple of weeks
i just hope i'm doing fine

*hope to get my new phone next week

just a smile

2005-11-06T16:36:00.000-08:00

I wanna tell you everything
Please reveal
Won't you come up closer
I want to hear you breathe

I'm walking down the street
I'm lost at sea
Out of the crowd you smile and
You're all i see

You make me feel like I
Can get lost inside your eyes
I feel closer to the sky
When you save the day with just a smile

Just a smile

I wanna meet you someday soon
'Cause i know you in my mind
Everything will be different
When i have you right beside

You take the whole wide world
With your boyish charm
Even as you hold me close
I want to stay in your arms

You make me feel like I
Can get lost inside your eyes
I feel closer to the sky
When you save the day with just a smile

When i looked for you in everyone
I thought I'd search the world in vain
Now you look at me and the search is done
We will never be the same, not the same

You make me feel like I
Can get lost inside your eyes
I feel closer to the sky
When you save the day with just a smile

Just a smile

love will show you everything

2005-11-02T06:53:00.000-08:00

Today, today I bet my life
You have no idea
What I feel inside
Don't, be afraid to let it show
For you'll never know
If you let it hide

I love you
You love me
Take this gift and don't ask why
Cause if you will let me
I'll take what scares you
Hold it deep inside
And if you ask me why I'm with you
And why I'll never
Leave
Love will show you everything

One day
When youth is just a memory
I know you'll be standing right next to me

I love you
You love me
Take this gift and don't ask why
Cause if you will let me
I'll take what scares you
Hold it deep inside
And if you ask me why I'm with you
And why I'll never
Leave
My love will show you everything
My love will show you everything
My love will show you everything
My love will show you everything

just a thought

2005-10-31T21:21:00.000-08:00

what should you do if the person you love likes someone else
hehe! wala lang. mas matimbang ba pag the person describes you with the song "I won't last a day without you" or "wind beneath my wings" hehe!

2005-10-17T08:28:00.000-07:00

this is a challenge i have to face
kung kinaya niya ang college namin alone
this should be easy for me
i just don't know where to hold on to
wala na ba talaga
everyone also has their problems to solve
i just wish i could do so much more

hanging on

2005-10-09T00:59:00.000-07:00

i have to redo things again
everything is a mess
i just don't know how these things will work out
i hope it won't be as bad
i think i need someone to hold on to
but till that person comes
i'll just hang on

kayanin ko p kaya

2005-10-01T21:53:00.000-07:00

is there such thing as love in this world?
if there is maybe it just ran out on me
i don't know why but i don't feel it
maybe no one loves me that's why
but still i have no choice but to hang on
hang on to this life of mine
i don't know how long will i last
i don't know where this road will lead me to
i just hope i'll get through

whatta

2005-09-22T02:38:00.000-07:00

we went to a rally yesterday sa may ayala
we even sang "bayan ko" on stage
it was an experience to remember hehe.
amazing ang earrings ni high waisted Rep. Hontiveros
its dangling pearl earrings
we also ate dinner sa Gerry's grill
ibang klase ang kang kong nila
look at the pics sa blog ni arden haha!
ang saya ng day na ito
I GOT CHALK TO SPONSOR hehe!

ever after

2005-09-19T17:47:00.000-07:00

Three years ago my journey began
Chasing down this cure, no plan in hand
Just your pulse, my racing guide in the dark
Just knowing with conviction from the start

The moment your eyes made an introduction
I felt my second violent breath of life
Flawless to the point of being godly
Yet I fell hard for your imperfections

And now we’re slightly weathered, we’re slightly worn
Our hands grip together eye to eye through the storm yet
I still believe in ever after with you, yeah
Coz life is a pleasure with you by my side
And there ain’t no current in this river we can’t ride
I still believe in ever after with you

Nothing compares to the good times
Feels like we’re floating when the rest have to climb
You made me believe in love and not the perfect kind
A real messy beautiful twisted sunshine
Emotions volcanic eruptions
We both still care so we’re still alive
Tunnel vision, determination
I want you I want to make it right

You are my twisted shine

status

2005-09-17T23:50:00.000-07:00

san pa kaya ako kakapit... i'd like to think i'll be the one to pull you through

status

2005-09-17T21:53:00.000-07:00

san pa kaya ako kakapit... i'd like to think i'll be the one to pull you through

majors

2005-09-16T10:26:00.000-07:00

my professor in our majors class just told us that the course would be hell
haha! training camp daw nga kasi yun imagine 1st report palang namin parang thesis na we have panelists and all and we have to interview a practitioner o dba haha! wish ko lang kayanin ko itong term na ito with everything else that i have to do hehe! infairness ang isang groupmate ko ay star scholar dn na tga ica haha!

promise

2005-09-15T07:45:00.000-07:00

sabihin sa akin lahat ng lihim mo
iingatan ko
sabihin sa akin ang problema mo
kakayanin ko

sasamahan ka sa tamis
sasamahan ka sa dilim
sasamahan ka hanggnang langit

just someone thought of

2005-09-11T00:57:00.000-07:00

at kung hindi ngayon ang panahon
upang ikaw ay mahalin
bukas na walang hanggan
ako'y maghihintay parin

back to normal

2005-09-10T10:22:00.000-07:00

classes starts again tom. i need to finalize my schedule already haha! im still thinking if i'm dropping my law subject or im adjusting it hehe! hong kong disney also opens tomorrow wahh i so wish i can go haha! i hope everything will be back to normal there are so many things to be done! goodluck to me!

lift up your hands

2005-09-03T08:06:00.000-07:00

life is not at all that bad my friend
if you believe in yourself
if you believe in someone who'll walk thru life with you
you'll never be alone
just learn to reach out and open your heart
life up your hands to God
and he will show you the way
and he said cast your burdens upon me
those who are heavily laden
come to me all of you who are tired of carrying heavy loads
for the yoke i wil give you is easy and my burden is light
come to me and i will give you rest
when you feel the world is tumbling down on you
and you have no one that you can hold on to
just face the rising sun
and you'll see hope
and there's no need to run
just lift up your hands to God
and he will make you feel alright

letting go

2005-08-30T10:15:00.000-07:00

its never easy to let go
imagine all the memories
and just every small detail attached
but as they say when you love someone
you have to let the person go
if he comes back you're meant to be
if not, move on woth your life
as for me
although i know it is not easy
but as long as
i know that the one he loves or chooses
really loves him to the point that you can't imagine
i will be more than willing to let the person go
and looking back at that point in my life
i would just smile and say
i did the right thing
even if the hurt will be forever.
*course card na a few hours from now haha!
wish mo mataas ang gpa ko wahhhh!!!!

purpose

2005-08-26T22:56:00.000-07:00

i was watching maalaala mo kaya last thursday
i was touched by the story shown
sad thing for the girl played by maja hehe!
nakarelate din siguro kasi ako kaya i liked the story
imagine you excelling in school and other things
pero and pinapansin mga shortcomings mo
o dba like thanks ah!
tapos na accident ung girl and she had amnesia
to the point that u have to teach her how to walk again
what's worse is hindi lang ang memory niya ang nawala
also her feelings were gone na even if she knows her family
she can't really feel secure kasi she doesn't feel love
tapos syempre may love life siya
at hindi niya maremember na love niya ung guy
o dba ang sad for both of them haha! wala lang
tapos in the end she realized God's purpose
na God wanted her to start anew
without all the hurt and the pain
i also learned something from the story
and i also realized a tiny part of my purpose hehe!

*tapos na din ang finals haha! sana ok ang grades ko sa course card!

2005-08-18T08:07:00.000-07:00

Lead me Lord, lead me by the hand
And make me face the rising sun
Comfort me through all the pain
That life may bring
There's no other hope
That I can lean upon
Lead me Lord
Lead me all my life
Walk by me, walk by me across
The lonely road that I may face
Take my arms and let your hand
Show me the way
Show the way to live inside your heart
All my days, all my life
You are my light
You're the lamb upon my feet
All the time my LordI need You there
You are my light
I (just) cannot live alone
Let me stay By Your guiding love
All through my life
Lead me Lord
Lead me Lord
Even though at times
I'd rather go alone my way
Help me take the right direction
Take Your road
Lead me Lord
And never leave my side
All my days
All my life

just some thoughts

2005-08-17T16:30:00.000-07:00

its almost finals week
and still have many papers due
goodbye na ata sa dream grades ko
so much for hoping to be a dean's lister
babawi nalang ako sa second term

naayos ko na din finally ang schedule of activities ko
project heads nalang ang kulang tapos execution na ito
sana plug and play na din ito para mabilis nalang
im excited at sana maging success ang second term

i know work mode nanaman ako
its nice kasi sometimes na busy ka eh
you lessen the time wherein you can think
think about the sucky part of life
so i'd rather be productive
i guess un ang landas na napili kong tahakin

ang daming problemang nakapaligid
pero ok lang wala ka namang magagawa eh
its all part of life
you just have to learn to deal with it
parang stress lang yan

* thanks sa mga people na nakakausap ko hehe*

im just a girl standing in front of a guy asking him to love me -Notting Hill

something to keep in mind

2005-08-13T21:53:00.000-07:00

Love is patient,
Love is kind.
It is not jealous,
Is not pompous,
It is not inflated,
It is not rude,
It does not seek its own interests,
It is not quick tempered,
It does not brood over injury,
It does not rejoice over wrong doing but rejoices with truth.
It bears all things,
believes all things,
hopes all things,
endures all things.

1 Corinthians, 13:4-7

reality

2005-08-07T06:21:00.000-07:00

i think i have been in reality too long now
things are not so good
almost everything is a mess
its a good thing i had a nice dream last night
i was in this place full of disney characters
it was fun of course
but when i woke up i was back to reality

i think i have been here too long
that even not so normal things begin to be normal for me
getting busy with everything, working aside with pain and all
but its okay its all part of this thing you call life
life sucks at times and i am at that part right now
this will be over soon i know
everything has its purpose
i know i will survive this
i know i can

thanks to all the people who have molded me
and to those who believed in me

2005-05-29T08:42:00.000-07:00

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my babyIt’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I don’t mean to drag it on,
But I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

i can't give up even if i want to

2005-05-07T08:45:00.000-07:00

ive cried a few times
he saw me once
but he never knew why
he tried asking but got no answer
i was not ready to let him know
and maybe even never

i don't know what to do
my life is so messed up right now
i was right when i said that
it was all just a dream and
all good things come to an end
true enough it ended
once again im back to reality
everything has fallen into pieces
i don't know where to start
picking things up
maybe it was my fault
i gave everything from the start
oh well what can i do
i guess i really loved him
sad thing is it was never a mutual feeling
he doesn't even know
im so confused i don't know what to do

inspite all of this i have to move on
i need to concentrate
there are a lot of things i have to do
but it will be very hard
i don't even know if i can do it
i just wish God would grant my request
He already knows what it is
It wasn't only now that i prayed for this.

to all my friends that i have been talking to about this
thank you very much for listening.

Hoping not

2005-05-03T07:21:00.000-07:00

filing ko nakukulitan na sya sa akin
siguro nga kasi sobra ung concern ko sa kanya
kaya lang kasi i can't help it din at times
its cuz im scared to lose him

he doesn't know why im like this
i also believe its not yet the right time for him to know
i just hope that if ever he finds out things won't change
and hoping it won't be too late

i just hope he understands why i am like this
and hoping he won't get mad

2005-04-25T20:58:00.000-07:00

finally my dad understands that i have to go to school
i just hope it remains that way
its been a long time since i last wrote here
maybe because i was very busy

i have many things going on in my mind right now
sometimes it makes me feel bad that somethings have to happen that way
i just wish i knew him better
i just wish i understood him more
maybe then i wouldn't have reacted that way

im so sorry i wasn't able to understand you from the start
maybe i was just thinking of myself
or because i was frustrated with things
but now i think i know the reason why
i just hope that things will change for the better
as i have always told you i will be here :)

2005-04-21T16:09:00.000-07:00

everything in life has a purpose but you don't know what it is

some people are ready to give up their life just for their loved one to be happy

why do people look far for love when they all they need to do is turn around

don't you think that humans are weird? they never get satisfied with what they have.
they look for something that is not there. they do something they thought would make them happy but in the end they regret it.

oh well maybe life is really just like that. sometimes sh*t happens all you can do is hope that when that sh*t happens someone is there ready to catch you.

Kung pwede lang sana

2005-04-20T22:59:00.000-07:00

kung pwede ko lang sana akuin ang problema ng mga tao
siguro inako ko na
kung pwede rin siguro sana na ako nalang ang magkasakit
siguro nakaratay na ako ngayon sa kama
kung pwede lang na wag na mahirapan ang mga tao
siguro ginawan ko na ng paraan

ang pangit nga lang kasi ng pakiramdam
na parang wala kang magawa para sa mga taong nangangailangan
hay... wish ko lang

ONLY NOW

2005-04-17T08:11:00.000-07:00

I have finally found a friend
whom i can always depend on
someone who saw me when i was invinsible
a person who saw my capabilities
who believed in me when no one did
a person who saw me through
during my darkest days

i never really knew that he was there
it was only these past few days
that i felt what a great friend he is
maybe because i took him for granted
i don't really know
but now i'm sure he will be my best friend

despite all the great things he has done for me
nothing can compare to when he caught me when i fell.

THANKS A BUNCH YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!!

I CAN"T GO

2005-04-13T22:09:00.000-07:00

i don't know why i'm going out of the country
everything is just so sudden
i won't even be able to see my grades before i leave
but that is not the main reason
i can't go out of the country
there is so much things to do
a person to worry about
i just can't leave all of a sudden
there are certain things im afraid may happen
i just wish everything goes well
because i have no choice
as of now im leaving on friday
hoping when i come back
that person is okay

dreams

2005-04-11T09:53:00.000-07:00

So many dreams
So many obstacles
So little time

i want so many things in my life
don't know why people discourage me
don't know why they can't see the potential in me
can't they just understand what i want
can't they just support my aspirations in life

everyone has a right to dream and go far
no one has the right to hold someone back
is it hard to just respect someone's dreams?
is it hard to understand that everyone is different?
can't people just be happy and support you in your endeavors?

Something New

2005-04-10T22:05:00.000-07:00

There is this something that I feel.
At first I didn't know what it is.
I felt confused and scared.
Now, I think I know what this is.
Its a feeling I can't really hide.
I just hope that things work out.

Many good things are happening.
I feel scared sometimes.
Afraid that it will all come to an end.

But now I know that I won't regret any of this.
Even if means so much pain

" Im just a girl standing in front of a guy asking him to love me"